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Sweet, Sweet Jessie

 

 

 

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The Present
A thunderous crack stung her ears and sent her heart into an awkward dance. Surprise blew past her lips as blackness descended upon her, swallowed her, and left her feeling isolated from any safety. Boy, she really hated darkness. Really.
Even though Jessie VanZant had practically grown up in the locker room beneath the high school gym, she wasn't sure she could find her way around without at least a little light.
It was after ten o'clock on a dense and muggy August night in Kansas. She was alone in the building because no one else was crazy enough to work so late—especially before school was in session. She'd been comfortable because the basement was cool, as basements always are, and hopeful thoughts for the new school year had kept her company.
Jessie unfolded her legs and stood up from the smooth concrete floor. She'd been taking inventory of equipment for The Panthers upcoming season and had surrounded herself with shoulder pads, thigh pads and helmets—all of which would make her first few blind steps dangerous.
A high-pitched screech tore through the vicious darkness as harshly as a floodlight would have.
Jessie lurched at the eerie, yet familiar, noise the locker room door in the gym made every time it opened. She started to cry out for help. But her voice caught in her throat—which cramped with an internal warning. Whoever had just entered the locker room might not be there to help her.
Normally such a thought wouldn't have crossed her mind. However, given the experiences she'd had over the past few weeks she had reason to be cautious.
Her shell-shocked mind then understood no one would come to the locker room in order to help her because no one knew she was there.
At least she hadn't told anyone she'd be there.
She quickly understood she had every right to be wary, maybe even outright frightened, by the situation she was in.
While the tiny hairs on the back of her neck jumped to attention, her ears strained to hear even the slightest noise. All she heard, however, was the erratic thumping of her heart. Habitually, she rammed her fingers into the rebellious coils of her hair while she contemplated what action to take.
The unmistakable sound of rubber-soled shoes treading over concrete worn smooth long ago slid through the air.
Whoever was headed her way was at the bottom of the stairs—just outside the door to the locker room. Standing in the middle of the equipment area, smack-dab in the middle of the huge space, like a statue, she'd be easy to find. And that was definitely not a good thing.
Instinct, mixed with fear, caused her to spin away from the locker room entrance and leap through the air in an attempt to clear the equipment strung out around her.
Her left foot landed on top of a helmet and slipped. Her ankle twisted unnaturally and erupted with a splintering pain that shot all the way to her knee. She crashed to the unyielding cement with a thud, a sharp gasp, and a silent oath.
Using her arms and uninjured leg to propel herself across the floor, Jessie snaked toward the multiple rows of gray lockers that stood ten or fifteen feet away.
Her head connected solidly with cold metal, telling her the lockers had been less than ten feet away.
The sound of the collision between her head and the locker reverberated through the huge space, revealed her location, and nearly scared her senseless. Luckily, she still had enough presence of mind to know she should do her best to hide.
Moving slowly enough to be quiet, she eased past two rows of lockers and slid halfway down the third. There, she held her breath and listened with every ounce of her concentration.
Very, very faintly, she heard... well, it sounded like papers being shuffled.
Who in the world would be moving papers around in the locker room at ten o'clock at night, in a blackout? The possible answers to that question sharpened her fear until she felt a dozen daggers of panic pressing against her heart, eager to pierce. And who could see in this inky air? She saw absolutely no light. None. So, how could someone maneuver. And shuffle papers?
Several jerky heart beats echoed within the confines of her head and clashed with the jumbled thoughts flopping around in there.
Oh, God! Oh, God!
With the unrestrained violence of a spring tornado, the fear from so long ago broke through the defenses she'd painstakingly built against it over the years.
Feeling trapped and alone in the dark, dark, dark room, her mind rewound to another time when she'd been trapped and alone and scared to the point she couldn't move and could hardly breathe.
Daddy! God, please help me! Please! I need my Daddy!
Damn it! She wasn't a scrawny five year old! Okay, she was still small. But she worked out religiously and taught the fundamentals of self-defense to everyone from teenagers to senior citizens within the city limits of Derby. She could defend herself. She would fight back harder and smarter than she'd fought back before. This time, the bad man would have a much bigger fight on his hands.
Oh God! The bad man!
The locker room door squealed and interrupted her panic, bringing her back to the present. Mercifully, the door clicked shut again.
Too afraid to move in even the slightest way, Jessie remained huddled against the lockers for a minute. Maybe longer.
The fluorescent tubes ten feet above her buzzed. With a small explosion, light defeated darkness and a reassuring hum filled the air.
Using the lockers, she pulled herself to her feet. Her ankle was definitely sprained and not capable of holding any weight.
After standing on her right leg and listening for any type of noise until she truly believed she was alone, Jessie awkwardly hopped past the equipment she'd been so worried about a few minutes ago and around a temporary wall erected five years ago so the boys would have privacy while she was in her office. Once she reached her small office, she'd call Richard Clooney, the principal of the school and the man she'd been dating for the past six months, and ask him to help her and her twisted ankle home.
Jessie gripped the doorway to her office with both hands and hoisted herself inside.
A strangled cry of alarm gurgled up from her seized vocal chords.
The newspaper article detailing the recent vandalism to her car—an article that hadn't been there before the lights went out—decorated the middle of her otherwise empty desktop.
In red ink and tall, block letters, a now familiar message blared across the newspaper: 'Resign! Now!'